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Herein lies Madness
Jul. 28th, 2017 11:09 amIt's been a crazy couple of weeks. Alice has had a couple of Chemo treatments, and so far, things are improving. She's catting much better than she was. She's still got a ways to go, but the light seems to be back in her eyes and she's getting more demanding again, too.
I've had some more dental work done (3 more fillings in my face which now brings me to a total of 6 as of now) and I have to go back in next month for even more, but that should be the last of it for a while. *crosses fingers*
My brain squirrels have been mostly quiet, but there's still some pangs of anxiety about some issues that are totally my issues and not anyone else's, but they are anxieties about others. I keep reminding myself that these things are MY issues so I am aware of them and try not to let the anxieties bleed over onto others. They don't deserve that crazy on them. Mostly, all of my anxiety issues are around my perceived worth to the people around me that I have relationships with (friends, etc.).
Surf on the Washington coast was only good on the days I COULD have gone on a day where I HAD to be at home to help with Alice, so I haven't gotten out to surf in quite a while. I keep hoping another good weekend day will come up, but it's definitely not happening this weekend.
Sorry this post is all over the place. I seem to have a lot on my mind...
I've had some more dental work done (3 more fillings in my face which now brings me to a total of 6 as of now) and I have to go back in next month for even more, but that should be the last of it for a while. *crosses fingers*
My brain squirrels have been mostly quiet, but there's still some pangs of anxiety about some issues that are totally my issues and not anyone else's, but they are anxieties about others. I keep reminding myself that these things are MY issues so I am aware of them and try not to let the anxieties bleed over onto others. They don't deserve that crazy on them. Mostly, all of my anxiety issues are around my perceived worth to the people around me that I have relationships with (friends, etc.).
Surf on the Washington coast was only good on the days I COULD have gone on a day where I HAD to be at home to help with Alice, so I haven't gotten out to surf in quite a while. I keep hoping another good weekend day will come up, but it's definitely not happening this weekend.
Sorry this post is all over the place. I seem to have a lot on my mind...
